what keeps you from killing yourself /a/?
I need to watch next week's episodes
next weeks episode
and other than that?
>I need to finish my backlog
I hope my life will get back on track and i will become a normal person one day (but not a 'normalfag')
I am too bored to fucking kill myself.
>still haven't watched all the animu from atleast the past 30 years
>next weeks episode
>I'd need to get out of my computer for that
this guy gets it
Next week's episodes of anime.
antidepressants and fear of pain
there are also more videogames I wanna play and more anime I wanna watch.
My Pokemon and people who don't bother me too much.
Also the inherent perfection of snow and my 13 gods.
my need to blog on /a/
drop the trip attentionwhore
why would i end my life to begin with? i like living
My brain is bombarded by dopamin watching gintama so I've earned the silver souls so instead of killing my self beautifully I should just live beautiful until the end.
Can't kill myself until I've finished my story and game of thrones.
Why, my backlog of course. Can't leave such an unfinished business.
yeah I forgot to take it off
and the blessing of the my goddess.
>and game of thrones
Just go read the books you dense fuck.
You guys make me not want to kill myself.
>assuming I'm a pleb that hasn't watched both the shows and read the books
That's not what sisu means.
Because maybe Jojo's will finish before I die
Why are the Finnish so based
>"Having guts" is the English-to-Finnish formal translation, as the word derives from sisus, which means something inner or interior
Watching Anime and playing videogames
When you get past a certain point of pathetic-ness and despair, it doesn't hurt so much anymore.
The books aren't finished.
This lame ass quote:
"People like us aren't qualified to be involved in a dramatic incident such as a suicide.
No matter how depressed you are or how much pain you're in, you have to return to your
routine, daily life. Even if you don't come back, you'll just end up dying in vain. A
dramatic death isn't befitting of us."
>my face when it's true.
I hoped I wouldn't die because of some retarded reason this week because I need to watch the newest episode of the anime that I'm currently watching
Curiosity, if it hadnt been for my curiosity of finding out what happens next I would probably have killed myself long ago.
Kill la Kill
There is no equivalent to "sisu" in the English language. It's true that "having guts" is the formal translation, but it doesn't cover everything the word conveys. That's just how it is.
My parents. I don't think I'm scared of killing myself, but just doing it and leaving them on their suffering while they have actually tried their best to raise you and are proud of you seems too selfish. I think that as long as they're happy and believe I am is good enough.
I'm not a pussy
Laziness, mostly. Being in kind of a comfort zone, usually being slightly below zero but also dipping slightly above zero in daily life in terms of life enjoyment, not having often enough intense occurrences of mental pain, feeling too weak when they do occur, slight hope of starting to properly enjoy life some day by having my mental diseases cured, plus the horror of imagining family members (especially father who already has an anxiety disorder) flipping out at my death because they sincerely care about me.
Life is truly torture when you're constantly drifting on that point where you're about to kill yourself but never really get the motivation to do it. I had one suicide attempt at a time I felt really intensely shit, foiled the opportunity, and now not getting those intense feelings anymore, just feeling generally dead inside.
I wish it was easy to get access to barbiturates, a gun, or something like that which brings a quick end. I evaluated many options and don't seem to have a better alternative then digging a knife into my wrists. (Last time I cut my throat, thought I could reach the artery or something, lost about a liter of blood but that was about it, I was really stupid, thought it'd work.)
Kill la kill yourself
>can't kill self
>not a pussy
Look at him, look at him and laugh.
I hope that during my lifetime we will be able to transfer our brain in a computer so we basically life forever. Then I will wait till we can build androids and get myself one as a body and another one that will be like my waifu
People who want to kill themeself are normalfags
Not wanting to kill myself
Wait until you've actually suffered from depression.
The hope for season 2.
You mean "booo hooo I have no gf no friends I'm so lonely" which people on 4chan call depression?
This will never not be funny to me.
I mean having a document from a psychiatry that says you have major depressive disorder.
I can still recognize that there are people who care about me, like my husbando.
Toradora rated at 10.
Stopped reading right there.
Me too anon. I guess thats what stops me is the fact im a happy person who can laugh and enjoy the little things in life.
A pussy creates life, unless its on contraceptive.
What leads to it?
nobody loves you
Intense fear of death.
I really wish I was religious so I could believe in an afterlife.
you were an accident done by local stray dogs
I don't get this outlook, man. I don't believe in an afterlife either and damn is it a comfort to believe that nothing's going to matter when everyone is dead.
I don't love you too
I can't die until Burning One Man Force gets animated. I-it'll happen.
Many things. I'm not a psychologist.
Would you rather live in a delusional state, where you spend several hours a week serving something that's not real?
I love you, anon.
Why not? If delusions are needed to be happy, I don't see what's wrong with that.
The idea of nothing for eternity, and the fact that its going to happen no matter what, terrifies me into panic attacks regularly.
The fact that one day I'll be able to fuck anime girls in VR
Because I'm happy
I...I don't know
One day soon.
living in a delusional state isnt something bad, as long as you're happy its fine.
You shouldnt give a fuck what society thinks the only thing that matters in your life is you and if you are happy with the situation or not.
Because I'm an optimist.
You're a pussy. I went throught that when I was 5 and all I did was cry a bit.
We love you to, Love will find a way in this galactic graveyard.
Pussies don't always make life, though. Sometimes they don't work, and sometimes the lil semens just can't claw their way up in there.
Also, old ones tend to stop working, but not before gaining an increased chance of pooping out retard babbies.
because of the fear of the chance that this consciousness it the only one I'll get and if I kill myself I will never think or feel or see anything again
>nothing for eternity
But nothing literally means nothing, it can't be bad. You were in that state for as long as the universe existed, until you were born, you'll merely return to that state. Was it that bad before you were born?
>that feel when 22 and still virgin
Sorry to hear that anon.
I know I'm in the minority with my line of thinking, but it just always helps me to know that all of my fuck-ups aren't going to matter.
What if you die the day before the day they release VR?
More shows from my favourite studio
Its ok, just dont think about it live in the now instead of wasting your life worrying about the future.
When the moment comes and you die its not going to matter anyway since you wont experience the nothingness
i feel there are still things to be done
but some day...
u must be new here
Im more worried worried that im a 22 year old NEET.
Killing yourself is haram
You fapped anon
At least think that you are the one who took your virginity
I-I'm sure it will get better
>Not loving anime with all of your heart
I'm 23 and now that I'm not in school anymore I will watch everyday.
>tfw no bs to get in my anime viewing time when it comes to education anymore
I've been dreaming of this day for a long fucking time
Also can play video games all day now
nothing good that will affect you more will ever happen
That's generally what I do. I'm a fairly calm, stress-free person. I just think too hard on it sometimes.
Only 8 more years until you're a Wizard! I believe in you anon you're going to be a great wizard
>22 years old
>parents threatening to kick me out unless i get a job
get autismbux and keep being a neet until you die
I have friends and a good relationship with my family.
I prefer anime over social interraction though.
My life's objetive, to make other people happy.
>my childhood friend is my wife
>stable job in a booming sector
>all loans and debts are already paid
life is good I just come here to check on the latest anime
Shirou please go.
how do you do that when you never leave your room?
why do I keep watching anime I don't even like it anymore
That I empathize with you faggots and can give myself a purpose in believing I can do something to try and fix or help you fix your lives in the absence of other support.
We can't even die in the first place. You percieve yourself as continuously thinking. And you can't just "stop thinking". Technically you can but guess what, you will not notice that because you are not thinking. You will just continue in parallel universe or after some big bangs, from the moment where you didn't stop thinking.
Just switch to manga, man. It's better.
i laughed harder than i should have on your pic
no it fucking won't you delusional faggot
you missed your chuuni thread
Listen I feel you guys but we ain't trying to do life counseling go back to >>>/adv/ or >>>/soc/.
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This pic makes me mad
Fear of death is probably the biggest reason.
Shut up if you are not feeling you do not belong here.
I leave my room ocasionally, maybe I don't have any own goals, but when I can make others happy I try to do my best.
I would feel sorry for the person who'd have to clean me up afterwards.
Which is the only reason I'm still alive.
No you fuck, you're using /v/ or 9fag tier shitty memes, so get out.
An /a/non would be happy that he only has 8 years left to wizardry.
Because my life is good.
Killing myself would be too much work. Can't I just simply fade away and disappear?
Only my okaa-san and chichioya. Next week's episode is nice distraction, but it's not enough. As well as mai waifu, since she isn't real and also dies in the end.
I for one wish I weren't. Having been raised with the belief of a hell (which all suicides apparently lead to) is fucking frightening and the only reason I'm too much of a pussy to end myself.
Absolutely nothing, I'm killing myself tomorrow.
Waiting for the day of the rope and germany's second springtime
Feels came from /a/.
It's just you who's all spergy about it.
>my childhood friend is my wife
I think you should leave
my mom told me not to
I have no concept of death so...I cant kill myself...
do you share your precious moments with your TRUE friends?
Why would you want to kill yourself?
>8 years left to wizardry
>6 left on mine
Thanks for giving me a reason anon
>Friend and I having a drink at bar last night
>He asks how I'm not tempted by any of the girls there, and how I still haven't gotten laid
>Tell him '3DPD'
>He then tells me that when I go to Australia to visit a friend, I should buy two caps of XTC, then head to the nearest brothel to lose my virginity.
To answer your question, cute girls doing cute things. Also, are the DameDesu subs out for Nourin yet?
>/a/ is full of little girls
more like full of little bitches
I shouldn't have expected anything better from Sunday /a/.
Does your mom know what you do on 4chan?
Anime is the only keeping me alive.
If you consider /a/ my true friends, yes.
i want to fuck mao
Can't wait for Monday /a/
The chance of my favorite shows getting sequels.
>Childhood friend as wife
You fucked up.
Used to wanted to kill myself, so i decided to explore good locations to do so. For the most part i wanted to make sure i would surely die on the first try rather than fail and suffer for god knows how long.(There was a case of suicide where the poor sap suffered for about 5 hours with a broken spine before passing)
So i managed to climb to the roof of a public apartment after breaking the lock, reached the top of the building and...well stood at the edge watching everything. It was weird to say the least, i just lost all urge to kill myself and lost myself in the moment.
So i discovered my wanderlust. The need to see new sights and discover new things. I regularly travel without a destination and go for months on end without telling my family. Who knows, i could die on the road from an unlucky accident but that's something that has hardly bothered me.
>tfw you don't even know what day it is
my mom thinks googeling phone numbers and music on youtube is what the internet is
Hope for Season 2.
Ha ha ha.... Might as well kill myself now, I guess.
I enjoy my life, i have people who would be devastated if i did
You're living the fucking life.
remember you are here forever
Video games I refuse to die before playing with /a/, but I know every anon outside or /vr/ hates games
I need to know what anime this is.
I wonder if /a/nos will keep lurking when they're 30 or 40 years old.
I live a very fulfilling and happy life, where lots of people depend on me emotionally and financially.
I fucking love you.
>googling phone numbers
>not wanting to die just so you know what happens after
were soulmates, she knows what im thinking and i know what she's thinking
I love you Sam
what does that image have to do with ur post u are not a anime girl
Are you really complainig about this post when entire thread is a blog
And i love you all too.
>Having people depend on you financially
Enjoy being used
These threads always makes me feel better because I see that other people live more emotionally shitty life.
>he doesn't know about /a/ culture
Remember how cancerous KS threads were?
Stella C3-bu or something like that.
Just google 'airsoft anime' and you'll reach it.
>implying I need lots of true friends to have a good life
I have my brother who is more than just a true friend.
If I need social activity once a month I have uni mates.
What's up with this blog thread?
>depending on me finnacially
hahaha they don't even like you
>implying some of the wizards aren't looking for apprentices on 4chan
The force is strong in these parts of web.
Why? It's not like you'll be conscious during that forever.
You just won't exist anymore. That's all.
Waifu,backlogs,future anime Japanese vidiya
this meme now belongs to /int/ /v/ etc. Most of /a/ got over thanks to anime wifes.
I understand what you're saying but it still terrifies me.
Everyone witness Sunday /a/.
You people are worse than cancer.
Sometimes I like to contemplate reincarnation.
Not him, but enjoy being useless.
At least they make a living because of him beside using it as drug money. And after all the drug shit it will all end with him cutting their lifeline and let's them die.
Enjoy my edgy post.
Because the real me hasn't woken up yet.
If you've done lewd things but never actually gone so far as penetration, can you still become a wizard?
Stella Jogakuin C3-bu
Reverse google image would have told you as much- be glad no-one here is in the mood to troll.
I go with the big crunch / universe reset.
Everyone witness this faggot and laugh .
yes but its strains your mana
i want to fuck a anime girl and hear her go kimochiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
New LoGH and Persona 5
don't worry >>102191166
however it is maybe worse if you will live hell for ethernity
>mfw I'm the only real being in the world
>mfw everyone else is actually a robot programmed to look human
>mfw this whole world is a experiment to test the only real human, me
Yes, but you'll be the pervy lecher kind of wizard with invisibility and peeking spells.
I love you. I love each and every single one of you!
How are you doing on the test?
Sometimes I think I must have killed myself long ago, and this is what Hell is, being condemned to a life of loneliness and mediocrity.
My hopes and dreams
You should all do some manuall work. You can feel accomplishment and you concetrate on something else than yourself. Take a plastic bag, gloves and go pickup trash.
Hope for things to get better?
This honestly doesn't sound too bad. Although I'd be more likely to spy on 2D.
this guy wins the thread
I like myself too much.
But if i end up on a wheelchair or lose an arm i'll kill myself simple as that.
I enjoy life and what comes out of it. There's no reason to end something you will only experience once and never get a shot at ever again early, especially when the only thing that awaits you is a fate far worse than feeling a bit lonely.
>You should all do some manuall work.
This. A couple years ago when I had depression and insomnia I started working out a lot. Got tired enough to sleep well and got better in a couple months.
>Take a plastic bag, gloves and go pickup trash.
Or do something useful like working out or fixing something at your house.
Sorry, 2D is for pure souls, should've thought about the consequences when you did the lewd stuff.
I'm military, i don't like causing casualties to my squad.
I was a young! I had not yet experienced 2D!
No joke I fondled my childhood friend before I even started kindergarten.
I got a gf, she a qt 3.14
Hope your ready for dissapointment.
75th sucks cock you know.
How do I redeem myself?
Live in celibacy
Got the same thing.
I also forget at least twice a year my name, situation, language, face, environment,.... for about 5 minutes. Don't know why.
I also got a friend who has got the intrinsic superstition that he created everything.
On a test he fails he always says to himself: "It doesn't matter, I created these theories after all."
He knows it isn't healthy but he can't shake this conviction off.
She will dump you in a month.
Isn't that a given, though? I mean I'm posting here.
If you suck 3D cock, it reverts anything lewd you've done with a girl.
Doesn't count if you jerk off.
You also shouldn't have any impure thoughts.
Come here you slut, you're going to feel some pain to compensate for the filthy pleasure you felt.
How the fuck do you even know my regiment? I only stated that i'm a former 75th twice..oh well i overuse Merry when i talk about it
Your friend sounds like a nutcase I'd get along with.
Is he Yamazaki?
Well not anything, you have to suck one for every lewd thing you've done.
It cannot be helped.
not wanting my family to be really sad and stuff also has toqger started and i want to finish kill la kill and nichijou
What's the point? I live each day in the hope that the next one will be better, if I kill myself I will never know if it gets better.
I failed at getting into the Rangers, I'm jealous so I'm going to say fuck you and I hope you'll die soon.
The number of anime sitting in my backlog holding me back from the void...
Meant for >>102191788
I want to accomplish my dreams.
Only a fagget would kill itself. There are so many better options than that.