Misaki reminding you it's not too late to change your hikikomori ways!
Fuck you, i'm not a hikki.
Just two years ago I was sitting in a basement, playing VNs and doing opioids all day. Misaki is right: you can change.
But a Hiki doesn't work.
Me reminding Misaki to shut the fuck up and mind her own business.
Now are you sitting in the basement, playing VNs, doing opioids and fapping all day?
going outside is just not worth it
Why anon? Surely you want to be used as a way for her feel better about her own shitty life!
>look through peephole
Now you're sitting in an apartment, playing VNs and doing opioids all day. You're moving up in life, anon.
Let me use your body and spawn me a baby and only then will I start to become a productive member of society
If she simply sucked his dick just once, all of this shit he went through would not have happened.
SAVE ME MISAKI.
Why would I want to change? I have everything I need.
I am trying to come up with a reason why your wrong but I cant seem to find one.
If some cute girl tried to help me I think my life would have really been different; why won't someone just help me?
Invite her in for tea.
Man I really wanted to smack her when she was saying how she thinks he is worse scum then her and that is the reason she doesn't want him to jump.
Cute girls are selfish and don't care about their fellow citizens.
I was just pissed at her for suddenly deciding to be honest one of the few times when it would have been better for her to be manipulative. She has no idea how to have a proper fucked up codependent relationship.
I seriously doubt any of you is a hikki unless he's got his parents work for a company good enough that allowes you to sit and do shit while they make investments to save your lazy ass in the future. How can you not work or go outside? People are getting mind-fucked when they don't do shit for living as working and being rewarded for it is making one fullfilled, in any type of things. Unless you are working online from your house and gradually became to anti-social to start a conversation with strangers or people at work, you should probably eat some rat poison for a change of your diet, it would help everyone.
tl;dr i hope your mommy is proud
Because he's the only person that she feels is worse than her, and because of that she feels good about it in the sense that at least she's not as useless as she thought, someone is worse than her.
It's a really bitchy thought but goes to show how fucked up she really is.
But fuck it she's still really cute.
She just wanted someone to know. It feels good to share, it's not like he will be able to destroy her social status or anything anyway.
But I already installed a GNU+Linux distro! It's too late for me
reajuu pls go and stay go
Magdump through door
I wish I was cute. Then people would still think all the negative stuff about me, they do now, but at the end, they would add. but she is still cute.
Open the door.
Get on the floor.
Contemplate my beta existence.
Don't try to make your life sound more miserable, than it actually is. It's probably just noobuntu anyway, there ists till hope.
Sad, but true, no real girl wants to save you, they want to change you.
Everyone should realize there's a big difference between those two things.
thank fuck i didn't watch this shit while i was still NEET or i would have wanted to kill myself
Drag her inside and have my way with her, if you catch my drift
It's debian based CrunchBang.
And I suck at ricing
You know what would have made this show much, MUCH more memorable.
If Satou told her to jump.
You'd make her some soup?
You lost me
You really wanna know what made this show memorable?
your sponsors will eventually die and so will you right after them
Unless you live in the UK, or any other country on the globe that's retarded enough to support lazy, air-wasting fucks, from money that ordinary tax paying people with common sense earn by their hard work and motivation
Well first of all I would open the door, and since I'm a deprived hiki who hasn't seen real people for years, a cute girl like her would surely make me insane.
So I drag her inside, while she screams and shouts, but thanks to my strong right arm strength I managed to pin her down on the floor, everybody walk the dinosaur.
You know.. that thing when you do the thing by putting the thing in the thing?
Ball and cup?
i started browsing /jp/ more than /a/ lately
I think it's over for me
I'd change for her, but I don't what she wants me to be. She probably wouldn't know it either.
The only people I've seen in a long time are the folks that deliver food to my house.
I'm pretty jealous of people that live in NYC, they can get anything delivered to them, even groceries. I'm sure that's worth the cost of living.
It's similar at least.
Spoon in the bowl?
I live in Germany, we have a ncie social wellfare system.
But that's a sad life, there are still ways for a sad nerd to make some money without much interaction with people.
Misaki in the anime doesn't really want to change Satou. Her 'change' was really just an indirect attempt at making Satou fall in love with her/like her, to make her feel less worthless.
Onizuka reminding you that Rei is best girl
I get that, I was just adding to what that one poster said and I was more talking about 3D girls, anyway.
sorry I don't take in jehova witnesses in, go away awakened one, spread your shit somewhere else like the guy next door
>they want to change you
Are you trying to tempt me to go for 3D?
fuyutsuki best gril
I mean they want to change you for selfish purposes, get you to watch less anime so you can spend more time watching reality TV and buying them things.
Only a real fool would go on the 3D route.
>there are NEETs browsing /a/ right now who wish they weren't NEET
Big Mac is best sandwich
Why did I just imagine a VN with a 3d route where the woman's a total bitch that does everything to rip money out of your hands?
I'm guilty of having that has my smart phones ringtone.
I just want a qt 3.142 average half korean girlfriend
ist that too much to ask?
I am not experienced in the 3D ways, but are all girls into reality TV? Aren't there any that'd be interested in sports, arts and shotacon?
it's like soldiers wanting to be home, but when you get home you wish you were back in the shit. i think a part time job is the best way to live, having no routine is pretty shit and having 5 days of work a week is worse
I just want a companion, I don't even care if it is platonic.. I just need someone there.
>not going to at least 50 decimal places
Don't forget when they do get out of becoming NEET they will wish to be NEET again.
Get a cute dog then, I'm partial to the Maltese.
I don't say cat because there's always neckbeards on /an/ crying about how their cat doesn't love them, I think they have an extra-sense that detects desperation.
NEET here, I have a adorable pug and he always cheers me up.
Enjoy cleaning after it's poop.
Why do people think that this show's ending is depressing?
The way they portray it in the anime is much more uplifting than in the novel even though the same events happen.
I also have three cats who love playing with my pug.
I am not sure if that will be a step up or a step down, I need some time to carefully consider this matter.
If only catgirls were real
I assume people wanted him to fuck Misaki in the end instead of things kind returning to what they already were.
Am i the only one who liked the manga WAY MORE than the anime?
>getting a small dog
But big ones are less yappy and temperamental.
I wish I could have one.
You technically still have to clean up after a cat.
>Am i the only one
Well in the anime I got the vibe that they were both on the slow road to recovery. In the novel there was hardly even a hint of romance anyway.
the ending is depressing
it's not depressing in some melodramatic requiem for a dream way, it's depressingly realistic
aren't many neets dreamers? dreaming of true life, waifus, your own video game, maybe making big bucks with bit/doge coin?
But what will actually happen? Working some mediocre job, having a mediocre life. Even you hikki ways, the thing that made you unique are no real, as you can change them if you have to.
Is this 1974?
No, if you want to be a hardcore NEET, you need to get a parrot and train it to talk to you. That way, you can have conversations and still not technically talk to people. Parrots are hard to take care of and require a lot of work, but that's why you're a NEET. Dogs and cats are for normalfags who are busy and need a pet that they can ignore.
How is a NEET suppose to afford one of those?
The reason smaller dogs are yappy is because their owners allow them to be, behavioral training when they're a pup pretty much gets rid of those traits, most people don't train their dogs, though.
The Maltese probably has the best temperament of all small dogs, if it ever got really yappy it'd be considered to have a serious personality defect. I know, I'm sure I'm bias.
But the whole anime is depressingly realistic. The ending at least implies that his and Misaki's situations will get better.
Just give a pair of cat ears to a gril
I used to be a NEET shut-in, now I work as a security guard.
It's great because I can do whatever I want on my night shifts with nobody bothering me and I get paid for it. That and I get a cool-looking uniform and a gun. This has got to be the best job I've ever had.
What more could a person ask for?
Are you from that Kyoani thread or is it just that there are a lot of security guards on /a/?
It's depressing in that it makes you think about your own real-life problems. People usually watch anime to forget about those things, not to have them brought front and center into their mind.
I have been trying so hard to get a security job, lucky bastard
I always wanted one of those security jobs, but they're few and far between.
Most of the ones on the market you have to be out during the day, very social and alpha.
Yes. You should be ashamed because the manga is shit.
No and it wouldn't surprise me if there are. Security is just about the perfect job for the average /a/ user. You can watch your gook cartoons on a smartphone all night.
What obstacles are you facing? Mental illness? Criminal record? If you don't have those, it's a pretty easy job to get.
Try to remember where was my Hitomi back in high school.
No issues here man, aside from the lack of employment history. I have applied to over 60 different jobs, probably about 10 of which were security jobs, since fall of 2013. No one calls
>implying Misaki wanted him to change
She liked having him as a hikki who was dependent on her. It boosted her self-esteem. She went crazy when he started to get better. She's one of those psycho borderline-personality type bitches that you stay the fuck away from.
I now work as a vidya QA tester.
Dream job but fuck, i still miss my NEET years.
The manga feels really random to me in some chapters. Like Misaki suddenly strips naked in front of some guy she barely knows. Or Yamazaki becoming a guy-hostess?
And Misaki is a lot bitchy in the manga.
I think being a Park Ranger would be awesome, like a really remote one.
I'll never be one because every good job like that in Australia requires a fucking Masters and 100 years exp. and even then it's still hard to get a job anywhere.
Did they fuck in that clubroom? I mean it was heavily implied by that scene and him responding to Misaki's taunting.
Exactly, in this economy even burger flipping jobs are asking for prior experience, they probably skipped over you for some baby boomer with 50 years of experience who will never retire.
It's a job that pays little more than the minimum wage and they want employment history? Holy shit.
good one m8
It does get better in some way. Of course, in real life, a solid job is not bad. But it still feels so mediocre and like giving up. Accepting an average situation feels even more depressing in my eyes, being in pain at least reminds me, that there is the opposite of pain, while normality just makes me feel numb.
Even his suicide attempt wasn't as depressing, it was the attempt of a powerless man to be heroic and to shine, it was a abd idea, but in his way he treid.
You'd think given how gigantic and empty this country is there'd be more of that. But then again, what's the point of paying some guy to watch over a zillion miles of scrub no one pays attention to til it catches fire?
Yeah, the last day in school Hitomi took his virginity. If I remember correctly she even says if they did it earlier they could have fuck every day instead of playing cards.
Fuck, I hate falling love with these girls.
That's exactly why i like it more.
Misaki is seriously fucked up in the head for no reason, there's no justification like the "lol my parents abused me" bullshit of the anime.
These kind of people exist. I've met them. While i'm not that fucked, i'm one of them too. I can relate more to the characters in the manga.
I assure you that in my case it is. Maybe it's an exception.
We have quite a lot of big clients, but we spend a lot of time waiting for new builds of the games we should test, so we can play whatever we want.
In the novel Satou pretty much ends up back in square one, even Misaki's life got better.
The ending in the anime isn't depressing, more like bittersweet. On one hand none of Misaki or Satou's problems got really solved, Misaki is still fucking depressed, you can see it in the title of the last notebook she is carrying and Satou still doesn't really talk to people.
The bright side is, at least they have one another. It's easy to assume they probably form a romantic relationship, but even without one you can tell that all they have is each other.
I don't think that's true, I recently watched and I think he was regretting that he never did anything with her and it's implied he's a virgin.
Well to each his own, I don't really like the randomness of the manga, but I do agree Misaki is really much more fucked up.
She is actually, I was a near-uncontrollable brain-damaged brat when I was a child. The fact that I'm capable of behaving like a regular human being again is enough for the time being.
I don't see it as pure "randomness".
It's the schizotypal personality disorder. People are fucking crazy.
I have autismbux and goverment gave me a house.
In the souce material he got some of that
In the manga he goes on and on about being a virgin
In the anime it's just implied this or that but never outright stated either way
In the anime they definetly had sex. If you search "nhk" "hitomi" "sex" google gives you a few links.
Please elaborate, what is this and how get?
Autismbux is monthly money given by the Government for having autism. I get more money per month then I did working full time every single day. You get it by having autism and seeing a doctor to diagnose it.
>27 year old Agoraphobe
>dropped out of highschool in grade 8 (13-14 years ago)
>have only left house a few times for things like emergency surgery
>haven't talked to anyone other than my mother in that time
>CBT / Benzos failed 5 times.
>no life experience
>not a single pair of pants that fit anymore, just wear pajamas
>if something happened to my mom id be forced to hang myself
>green text excessively on 4chink
Shit sign me up doc.
But only in burgerland I think.
Also, how bad does your autism have to be?
Ugh. Stop posting, me.
Thanks for making me realize my life isn't nearly as bad as it could be. I still have hope.
How do I convincingly fake autism?
not real bad just enough to interfere with working.
I bet you could become a normie before 30
Do you have anxiety?
how the fuck did you get a house
do you live in USA?
Ya, I signed up for some housing program and they gave me a pretty nice house.
how much do you faggots actually get?
How do you afford internet and other essentials?
Oh yeah, tons of it. It used to cause fits of rage when I was in middle and high school, but I managed to suppress eventually. Now I take out my violent anger by writing snuff porn.
what's the name of the program?
I make what would be if I worked every day full time for $15 a hour.
Should be easy to get diagnosed with autism for you, go see a doc.
600 a week?
jesus fucking christ
I leech like a parasite off my mother obviously.
Wait really? What? How?
Ya hes leeching off us tax payers.
Turn your life around, anon. It's not too late.
My parents are rich, but disappointed with me and constantly complain about me.
Just google autism housing programs, they are different state to state. There are all kinds of organizations that help people with autism get houses.
He doesn't mention though that they take some of your money every month for it.
Well yeah, it's not like they give you a house for free. Better than trying to rent an apartment though.
Like..where do you go after the doc confirms autism?
Easy for us to say. There are no training montages irl.
You then get a case worker to help you with paper work, your local mental health office with help you with this then you go to the Social security office with your caseworker.
You disgust me. All of you welfare leeches.
There are if you make them!
Oh, so it is SS benefits?
zim zam zum, it's the work&tax slave scum.
Pretty much what autismbux is.
Find a really easy part time job. Don't look for anything with more than 25 hours, you'll want to work even less if possible. The trick is to work as little as possible while appearing to try your best. It makes parents less ashamed of you and more confident that you can handle yourself when they're gone. See parents usually want their kids to be happy, but they mistakenly believe this means working a job and getting married, etc etc. You have to dance to their tune a little bit or else they lose confidence and then you're inheritance is fucked.
Thanks for the info, now maybe I can at least be less of a leech on my family.
recently bought a onahole and a figma of my waifu with my autismbux. How does this make you feel?
Not him, makes me feel jelly as fuck.
I'm all for holing up in my room all day long but y'all niggas are pathetic. At the very least get a job and stop being a disappointment to your mom.
Proud that I can do the same with my salary. But you go ahead and just keep wasting that potential.
Jobs are horrible, they ruin your life completely. It's not just that they take up so much of your time, but even the time not spent working is ruined because working will exhaust you so much that you can't even enjoy your time off. To make enough money to live in luxury you have to put in so many hours that you have no time to enjoy luxury. The less you work the less comfort you have in your life.
Better to find a way to live without working. Women have it fucking easy, just focus on your appearance and find some rich man to marry.
Thats what my waifu is for. I talk to her all the time. On regarding cats, mine is super co-dependent and its quite frustrating at times.
Been a NEET for seven years now and my ability to speak with people without being nervous in real life is starting to get worse.
What a worthless word. Potential for what? Plugging away at some meaningless corporate job to earn barely enough money for a middle class life style? Such potential. The only thing I'm any good at is writing pornography, and I'm living in an age where the only people dumb enough to buy pornography aren't smart enough to read short fiction. I have no marketable skills and no interest in becoming a wage slave.
Not my job. I can watch anime on the clock and get more scheduled days off than you can imagine. I'm even doing 40 hours a week.
My ability actually got better after being a NEET. It's weird. I mean I still can't really talk to people but I don't have nearly as much anxiety.
That's what I'm saying. Your self esteem is shit and when you die your life will have been meaningless. You don't even have to go full normal but change something. You're clearly not happy
>life have been meaningless
As opposed to the million other meaningless lives that are somehow more acceptable to you?
You say that like it is easy, friend. Not only is it extremely difficult to find worthwhile work, it is also nearly impossible for someone like me to actually work. I managed to hold a part time job for almost a year until the panic attacks flared back up. Ever feel like everyone around you is going to try to kill you? A customer yelled at me for no reason and I lost it, I thought he was going to try to murder me so I ran out of the store and never went back. You have no idea what that is this is like, I know you don't from the fact that you called it pathetic. If you even experienced a tenth of the fear that I do from these situations you would understand. I cannot even drive anymore because I panic about what would happen if I had a panic attack while driving, see the ridiculousness in this? Do you think I like being a leech? You think it feels good to be dependent on a person that hates you and doesn't understand what you experience? Take a simple emotion, sadness for example, now image that no one else around you experienced sadness and they thought you were just "making it up". Fuck you and your unfounded ignorant viewpoint.
Who let /jp/ out?
Tell me your ways.
but she's a hikikomori herself. A troubled one at that
We will always have /jp/ in our heart.
She has a job at a manga cafe and constantly goes out.
There are professionals that can help you with this, you know.
She has no friends and she's dead inside. She even attempts suicide
Quit being beta and FAKE IT
Why the hell would I want to change my hikikomori ways? It's not like I could ever get a job in for example eroge or anime industry anyway, and I don't really like anything else that much that I'd want to waste over third of my time on. Neither do I want any more real life social contacts or responsibilities, so give me one reason why should I not be a hikikomori?
Yeah, some extra money would be nice sometimes, but it's not worth the trouble of becoming a normie and abandon everything you like.
You mean the drug pushers? Yeah I'll pass at being a human test subject for the pharmaceutical industry. Ever read the list of psychical and physiological side effects from any anti-psychotic? In fact I am fairly certain that it was because of the "professionals" that I am this way. If you ever have kids keep them away from these so called pros, do not let them dump whatever hot med of the market into your kids brain.
What's the meaning of life?
>there are people who think they're professionals because of a piece of paper
>there are people who just do their fucking job and don't even care about your problem, just giving some common tips
>those people are actually any Psychologist ever
I know a girl that just started working as a therapist and she is the single most incompetent person I have ever met.
Did different meds for over 1year, over 12 meds
and they didn't help at all. Now I'm not taking any meds anymore and doctors are like "WELL IF YOU DON'T COOPERATE WE CAN'T HELP YOU" even though I feel better.
The medical jew, not even once.
Man NHK hit me hard, that scene where he goes outside and it seems everyone is whispering shit about him and lauging is what happens every time I leave my house.
Sure, drugs seem like a stupid idea but in the end it's just a brain. It's close-minded to neglect 'medicine'. It's not like it'd kill you, and so what if it did?
What a coincidence that I get this banner.
My therapist threatened to have me institutionalized if I stopped taking my meds, needless to say I never showed up there again.
For anyone expressing doubts that these people aren't the pawns of the pharmaceutical industry; take one step into any therapists office and look at their pens, tablets, mousepads, ect...they all have brandnames from the drug companies. These people are bought, they are salesmen, and they don't care about you.
Your post is stupid.
>it is just a brain
A brain in which I need to fucking live
>so what if it kills you
I would rather not die, thank you
I only wish I could throw away my pride like you. I want nothing more than to sit in a house, get paid for existing, and watch anime and play video games all day every day.
For better or for worse i've got people that seriously might kill me if I disappoint them or stop supporting them. Oh well, if I have to work i'm going to find something I like doing and run with it.
What other ways are there?
Are you still a hikki if you only ever leave the house for work and necessities shopping?
Just what do you think is the point of medicine? It's to make you able to work, not slack off. You could work if you took the drugs but you don't and think using panic attacks is a great excuse to slack off?
Just what the fuck are you on?
You're doing it wrong.
it's a hikki
not a neet+hikki
>It's to make you able to work
It's to improve the quality of your life.
No it's not. Why would society care about that. lol
Look bro, we aren't talking about penicillin or salbutamol here. We are talking about shit that is pushed through trails, shit that is unproven. Go ahead and check the trails the FDA runs on a majority of psychological medications, see how lenient they are when it comes to dealing with companies like Liily and PA. They don't care if their meds kill you, they only care about profit. Why do you think that you must sign a waiver before getting these meds?
Yeah I thought it's common knowledge that drug companies are dictators. At least in the US. What'cha gonna do? You are the test subject. Maybe someone else 50 years from now doesn't have to be. Or you can just keep feeling murdered
And I know a guy who is extremely competent and cares very much about his clients' well being.
See you have the wrong idea, I only feel that way when I am around people because people are inherently dangerous. There is no logical reason to physically interact with other people on a daily basis, barring extreme outliers of course.
It's too late once I turn 25 right? Because 25 is generally agreed to be the last year of brain/habitual development, and then most people stick to their ways past that point.
>and then most people stick to their ways past that point.
I guess asexuality isn't a myth
Rabbits are pretty generous in the companionship:responsibility ratio. They're easy as hell to take care of, and most of them don't care if you hold them for hours at a time. Just don't expect them to do anything other than stare at you.
What's a proper fucking torrent for NHK? I've got the exiled destiny and oyasumi releases, don't particularly like the ugly yellow subs on the former, but the latter is at 400p.
This post is the most autastic I've seen so far today.
>this is what the goyim actually belive
You know a defining characteristic of autism is the lack of the theory of mind. If you cannot understand where I come from than you may be the autistic one.
I just finished watching this too. What the fuck am I meant to do with my life now /a/?
I'm sure there are some incredibly incompetent assholes out there, but they certainly aren't all awful. When I was younger, my parents took me to one for depression. She never prescribed me a single pill, just talked me through some issues I was having.
You need a meaning? So shallow, anon
go and stop those suicidal little cute girls
Why can't the cute girls come to me like in my animes?
I know right? I can't see the fuzz about nhk when I can't empathize at all.
Given that attractive women are the most entitled beings on the planet they should have their attractiveness taxed. They should be forced to go around having sexual relations with us hikki types to better morale and mass mental states and thus increase theoretical productivity.
I watched a similar H recently
This sounds like a doujin I read recently
Watching anime and smoking weed destroyed my life. I cut myself on a Rei figure that's been places and contracted an STD. Also, they had to amputate my left foot because it developed a weed toe after I injected weed with a dirty needle.
If you went to the shrink i visited once 2 years ago her advice would be along the lines of "Just get a job where you can work from home, whats the problem? As long as you're happy not having to interact with people you shouldnt force yourself"
That bitch fucking ruined my trust in any "professional".
I think she was right, its important the "as long as you are happy" part though
Being less miserable != happy.
It's akin to all those people with their helpful advice to just stop being so depressed
You mean a cute girl who just wants to use you to make herself feel less worthless?
I just live with my mom who pays for all my living expenses. I used to feel like a piece of bottom feeding shit but now I feel like I'm just smart enough to not regret being an asshole.
Is there a problem in that?
Yes, I mean that. It's so much better than no cute girl at all
It's literally $10 on rightstuf. Just buy it.
I'm collecting Figma's, there's no way out of this hole now.
Is college a good way to stop becoming a NEET? I'm doing shit and I have no idea what to major in but I really wanna get a good job.
Are you parents wealthy?
It's too late now. Always has been. Always will be.
We didn't become losers by some whim of the fates; we simply never had it in us to become thriving human beings.
Not at all. They got terrible jobs and yet I can manage to get money from them.
Since going to college I don't feel any different, if anything I feel worse. But if you think it'll work for you
>They got terrible jobs
You know, the right thing would be to stop leaching from them
I don't know where to find jobs and I don't even have a driver's license after all these years so it's not easy for me to get around
It's too late to fix, what a big big mistake.
It's $22. I'm not that obsessive.
Sounds like a common doctor, not a shrink.
Fuck you! I have a fucking job.
I earned my fucking anime.
I once went to cry about my studies going to shit and told the doc I was depressed. He told me: "well, you need to study to get a good job." I was hella mad for a long time but I guess I had seen too many TV shrinks n shit so my hopes were far too great.
I haven't been to school in 3months
Your job is to save me. I'm waiting.
Manga Misaki > Anime Misaki
Manga Satou > Anime Satou
Buying drugs on the deepweb is the kind of hikki we should all aspire to be.
Why does japan always have such a narrow view of the various ways a person can make money.
I'm not criticizing the show really, but it's strange how it implies that getting a job is like, the door out of being a shut-in.
Jobs fucking suck unless you make six figures, and that won't be for another 20-30 years if you don't have degrees/certs to wave around.
Also, extrapolating on my first point, I think people that call themselves "shut-ins" or "outcasts" are terrible, and that the reason jobs are looked at as being "the path" out of hikikomori is only because a job is the one thing that will force them to get off their asses.
I mean, I'm a NEET, I don't have any friends, and I almost never leave my property, but I still exercise, eat right, and I study really hard, and I play music for at least 4 hours a day.
People that have no concept of self discipline just don't know how to live without having some need to pay off a debt, be it a financial debt or a debt to society.
Fuck that noise, start your own business, I believe you can do much more than just "landing a job" and you should too!
>doing opioids all day
Good taste, I can't do that anymore.
I think only the novel touches on drugs?
I live with my mom and write college papers for money to pay for my own expenses.
She's more worried about my imouto's progress in life.
Because when people think of jobs, they usually associate it with getting your ass out of the house and doing something. Maybe talk to a few people.
Which is funny because Satou tried to find a job which involves not leaving his house.
That's the hikki I was before I started watching animu/reading manga. All those drugs are scheduled now in my country. Though now I'm a sober former heroin addict with a part time job teaching kids chess.
I think the manga touches on drugs more than the anime, but I haven't read it. The novel does mention drugs throughout it though.
Then become a little girl
I'd just like to interject for a moment. What you’re referring to as Hikki, is in fact, NEET/Hikki, or as I’ve recently taken to calling it, NEET plus Hikki. Hikki is not a demographic unto itself, but rather another useless component of a fully non-functioning NEET system made useless by the NEET leeching, use of utilities and shit taste components comprising a full subhuman as defined by NHK.
Many normal people meet a modified version of the NEET every day, without realizing it. Through a peculiar turn of events, the version of NEET which is widely used today is often called “Hikki”, and many of its users are not aware that it is basically the NEET system, developed by the Herbivore Males. There really is a Hikki, and these people are it, but it is just a part of the system they are.
Hikki is the kernel: the brain in the system that allocates the NEET's resources to the other BDs that you buy. The kernel is an essential part of a system, but useless by itself; it can only function in the context of a complete operating system. Hikki is normally used in combination with the NEET system: the whole system is basically NEET with Hikki added, or NEET/Hikki. All the so-called “Hikki” people are really combinations of NEET/Hikki.
I'm 29, weigh 312 pounds, I live with my parents and I'm in love with a girl from chinese cartoons.
It's fucking too late.
Oh, is that thread where I remember that I tried and failed again.
>it's not too late to change your hikikomori ways!
Doesn't mean that you will suceed.
I have a gallon of milk right here should I drink it?
Oh, and I had my own Misaki to help, even better, a big breasted version. Miracles don't happen, it's all on you., if you can or can't change.
Yeah man go with just the milk, you'll be fit in no time
Of course it's too late with that defeatist attitude.
Someone once said to me, "do not take council of your fears."
I remember one day when I had a fever of 105, and I wasn't laying down like I should have, and I woke up at 5AM to piss.
While I was pissing, everything started to go black, I thought, "ah fuck me," then I zipped up my pants, and passed out.
For some reason I actually thought I might die.
My brother called 911 and woke me up, he said he "felt my presence leave" and came down stairs to that whim.
Turns out that's normal when you have a fever of 105 due to dilated blood vessels.
The moral of the story is that, I was terribly afraid, but I remembered "do not take council of your fears" and then I had no fear to contend with, it was all a terrible experience by anyone's standards, but I've never felt more alive in my life.
Seriously I love when shit like that happens, I even remember thinking to myself "fuck yes this is exciting."
>all these posts about finding a job
Easier said then done. Tens of applications sent per month and no one ever calls back. Now I'm being told to find a trade school and put myself in debt while I'm at it.
Why is she smiling in this one but making a frowny face in the other.
I don't know if it's too late. I started getting mild acne by around the age of 12 and it has never stopped to this day, and I'm now 19. It wasn't terribad, but it was noticeable. Anyway, because of that I became a quiet person, so that I attract less attention from others, so they wouldn't look at me. It fucked my confidence and while everyone went outside to play with their friends, I stayed home all day and played video games, and down the years found 4chan, and got into anime. I'm now in university and I'm supposed to be looking for a part time job for experience, but I'm a social retard who can't build up a decent conversation with anyone because no one shares the interests I hold. I feel loneliness sometimes since 4chan acts as a substitute for having friends, and when I distance myself from 4chan, I feel empty.
In any case, I'm working on a regimen and my acne is fading away slowly. But I have no clue on how to make friends. I fight against depression almost everyday, but I'm hoping I don't break down too soon, and I'll keep struggling till I find a way. Sorry for blogging.
Isn't it better to go in person and go for an interview?
Oh finally, somebody who has at least a shred of dignity left.
Anyway, if you eat unhealthy you should stop, and eat a banana every day since the vitamin B6 helps to reduce anxiety and depression, and also get some sleep, and if you find it hard to sleep, it's because computer monitors make your brain think it's daytime out so it stops melatonin production which also increases your aptitude for developing just about any disorder in existence, and also things like cancer and heart attacks.
Additionally, I don't trust microwaves.
What I do is turn off the lights, TV, computers what have you, and I listen to music, which, lately has been samuel barber and ted greene.
Look up that story about the effects of classical music vs heavy metal music on plants, 2spooky.
she's a bipolar manipulative bitchcunt
Well what would you know. I started eating a banana every day for the past week anyway. I stopped eating sugary food too, and replaced them with nuts. Also, I believe I have insomnia, since I've always found it hard to sleep. If I can hear the ticking from my analogue clock in my room, I have to pull the batteries or else I won't sleep. I should probably trash that garbage.
What you say about melatonin is interesting though. Does this apply any sort of artificial light? I'll be sure to keep this in mind from now on.
Here is some advice for someone that made it out of neet life and more or less considered a "professional": Still can only keep up only short normalfag smalltalk, but that us all you need.
Skip college/ uni, the 4 years will most likely do nothing for you unless it is a technical skill (engineering etc)
Spend that time and money to instead apply for unpaid internship / job and get real experience plus will help your confidence. and have something to actually talk about for an interview.
After a few months ask to get turned to paid worker and / or start looking for a paid position. Tell them you are looking so you can get a reference.
For low level entry level jobs they expect inexperience and training time, just go into interview showing that your are willing to do anything and willing to learn.
Find a cheap professional resume writer, it makes a huge difference.
Unless of course you are really worthless and can't do shit, no one can help you with that.
Why would you want to change your hikikomori ways?
>Does this apply any sort of artificial light?
I believe so, though low frequency lighting is less noticeable due to the fact that it is created by a burning filament, whereas monitors have refresh rates, so you basically stare at a big canvas of pixels flashing in your face, which I believe is also true for fluorescent lighting.
Organisms don't react well to square waves, and that's a rather idiotic way to put it, but let me explain.
Heavy metal music is often jarring because of the fact that the distortion effects they use work by simply converting the waveform to a square wave, which then is often overdriven for extra rawk n rool, but for some reason or another this type of sound has a slightly negative effect on all biological life.
It's the same concept with light, the flickering of an LCD is not good for you.
Even electronics get destroyed by square waves coming in from the wall socket, so they are converted using things like digital to analog converters.
Sounds really stupid I know, and I don't have much evidence to back it up.
He wants to have sex with her. He wants to give her the dick.
Livin' the life.
had the biggest character progression
going on year 7...
what kind of idiot answers the door?
only if it's a package, duh.
Got it on my phone and sometimes I listen to it on my way to the grocery store
Not worth it.
3 years n running brohan. Still feeling like a king
I set this as my alarm so I can wake up every morning feeling like Satou.
I'm more than happy to outsource livin' the life to VN-writers.
No worries here, I'm surfing on sine waves.
>Even electronics get destroyed by square waves coming in from the wall socket, so they are converted using things like digital to analog converters.
Misaki should learn it's too late to change her bitch slut ways and kill herself
Successfully this time
I won't change my ways, but I wouldn't mind taking her as my personal onapet.
Isn't that what they're called?
Or are DACs not used in power supplies?
I forget what they use in the power cuircut.
Is this right?
Though now after hearing it I think I have to delay that f a little.
Yeah, sure. Just as soon as they find a real cure for depression.
We can only forget about our depression through escapism and productivity.
You can't cure something that's the most natural thing in existence.
>An object at rest stays at rest and an object in motion stays in motion
Alcohol exists for a reason friend. Consider this, you're depressed because your body is telling you there's something wrong going on, something you aren't content with. Therefore, the only people who can't get depressed, are idiots. Ofcourse, it should be taken in moderation, and I'm not just talking about the alcohol here.
>An object at rest stays at rest and an object in motion stays in motion
>unless an external force is applied on it
Me too actually. Except now it's just the VNs and I'm equally miserable. Less up and downs though I guess.
Sounds like quite a live, I'd honestly prefer that over working my shity job but I dont have anyone paying bills for me
But why would you want to? "Depression" is something you can enjoy. Actually, It's the most wonderful thing you can experience.
I have a liver condition, never had a drop of alcohol in my life and likely never will because of it.
But, there are some drugs that don't hit too hard on the liver, or some that don't exactly cause it much trouble at all! It's when I run out that things are bleak, because then there is no safety net.
tell me more about your contrast philosophy
People seem to be mistaking depression for sadness.
Not after a decade, when it finally burrows deep into your chest and you know no one wants to hear about a single problem you have. You pass that point where feeling bad makes you special and you reach one where you don't want to be conscious anymore, it's just too difficult. Sounds pretty edgy, huh..
Kurosawa legitimately had me in tears, right at the beginning.
It depends on what kind of depression you have and how you deal with it. For example if you dont care about anything in your life then embrace it, life your life without caring about anything living of social welfare. Dont worry about fixing it just so you can be a normal member of society worrying about bills that have to be paid etc.
meant vice versa
I'm asking out of curiosity, not advice
Did I satisfy your curiosity?
not really, you just repeated the "embrace it part"
I dont really know how to describe it I hoped you would understand from the former reply.
it's a terrible limbo when you don't like your situation but at the same time it's comfortable and stable for the moment. occasionally something will go wrong, everything will crash down around you, and you'll end up even lower. but you get used to this too, get comfortable, until it crashes again. this will happen until you're living on the street
wanting to change but not having the will to change is hell
nevermind it then
my existentialism obsession makes me see this kinds of stuff everywhere
Man, you're so right. But I hardly ever think about changing. I'm just taking the ride
it's terrible because constantly on the back of your mind you know that this path will lead to ruin, but you just hope for some unrealistic event to save you like a real life misaki or lottery prize or whatever
you know it's not realistic, you know it's not going to happen, but you can't help but to put all your hopes on that impossible event
the trick is to get comfy in a sustainable living condition and then do barely enough from time to time to maintain it
And what is meaningness? To work for some faggot who sees you as a slave? To buy new iShit to support the economy?
To make children and shit so you won't be forgotten? Well, how often do you think about your grandgrandfather? Do you think like "oh, he was a great guy and had a meaningfull life"? No, you don't. Maybe only once in school when you were researching your genealogical tree.
In 2~ generations won't be any differences between NEETs and "alpha" guys. They all will be forgotten.
Finding the will to change in my case, required me to think of others if I fail and fall into the streets.
The only reason for me to keep trying to change myself is because I don't want to bring shame to my father, who has worked so hard all his life, only to be rewarded with a shitty son like myself as his heir.
I don't want my father to go to hangout with his friends, have them talk about their kids and their achievements, only for my father to feel left out because he has no offspring to be proud of. Typing this shit just makes my eyes watery.
I imagine he's talking about that screen cap which goes something like "if you're depressed, just go out and do whatever the fuck you want. You were probably going to kill yourself, so you might as well do the crazy stuff you were always too afraid to do. After all, the consequences can't be any worse than those of killing yourself."
It's an interesting line of thought, but is based on a fundamental misunderstanding of depression and how it affects you. That is, assuming the person in question is actually clinically depressed and not just a sadsack.
"life lived for others is meaningless" or whatever.
If you're afraid to stomp on ants you can't move at all.
Being clinically depressed gives you free money. Why wouldn't I want to be depressed?
If you're able to approach it with that attitude, you aren't depressed.
Just live for yourself. For many people that means self satisfaction through actually working and feeling like they contribute something useful to society or some other bullshit to affirm their life choices. The definition of living a meaningful life is subjective.
I've lived quite the introverted life. Recently I've begun to talk to people I need to for getting things done, and I'm being a lot more persistent if I don't get want I want. I don't know if that is the equivalent of stomping on ants, but I can always live for myself later on in the road. Besides, if I get a good job, I can continue doing the things I like, I'm sure my father wants that. Although, if he knew I watch chinese cartoons with little girls flashing their pantsus he'd probably kick me out in the street.
Ok I think I finally got the beginning.
Actually I made some more adjustments.
Thank you for them anon.
what the hell are you talking about
This thread has inspired me
To call my local congressman and tell him to cut entitlements none of you deserve them.
I live in Europe, call whoever the fuck you want anon.
Fuck off bitch
Pretend nobody is there just like when anybody knocks on my door.
livin' the life
I want someone to save me
What chords did you use?
>I'm pretty jealous of people that live in NYC, they can get anything delivered to them, even groceries. I'm sure that's worth the cost of living.
>they can get anything delivered to them
Not really, and its more expensive
> I'm sure that's worth the cost of living.
>I'm pretty jealous of people that live in NYC,
>We have quite a lot of big clients, but we spend a lot of time waiting for new builds of the games we should test, so we can play whatever we want.
That does sound like a dream job. Congrats on getting it anon.
Put my Penis through the letterbox
I'll save you
I'm not a cute girl though
It's your responsibility to take care of your personal health so you don't inconvenience the people that love you the most.
more like new york shitty
I feel you mate
Not that anon, but I'd take you.
Sometimes I have a bad day and at the end of it, just before I go to sleep I take a look at my face in the mirror for a few moments and I can't help but smile and I end up genuinely laughing and I just tell myself to take it easy. I smile because I understand the me I see in the mirror, no one else in the world understands my him except myself, and that I'm the one who can only see the real me. It's not like I have a pretty face or anything, I'm below average looking.
I know it sounds pretentious and all, but that's the best way I can word it.
I don't know if its the photo of the greatest American hero this country has known, or your entire post, or a combination of the two, but you have inspired me anon.
"Do not take council of your fears" I will remember that one.
You've been watching too much NGE or some shit.
Same reason as to why you don't go out and try to help a homeless person change their ways, there's no reason for someone else to dedicate their life to you just because you're an unmotivated piece of shit.
NHK would only happen if you were a good looking guy who just happened to be NEET
Satou is pretty good looking if he shaped up
No girl would rescue a fat disgusting ugly NEET
I am NOT a hikkikomori!
I just stay inside a lot and don't like people. Or anything that isn't inside.