/a/ i feel so fucking miserable watching this anime. I've been drinking straight jack daniels and crying for 2 whole hours. What the fuck do I do? How do you even cope after watching this?
This has been in my backlog for a while. I really need to start watching this.. Also need to finish punpun
if you're as lonely as i am, get ready for a fucking ride
Drink more, pussy.
Have you finished it yet?
Also go get a job anon-kun
>I've been drinking straight jack daniels and crying for 2 whole hours.
I already spent my budget on alcohol for fuck sake
Yes. I've finished it. And I feel fucking miserable, and I don't if I can get a job, since my psychologist said I have a social communication disorder. I've been alone for about 4 years now. And counting.
>I don't if I can get a job, since my psychologist said I have a social communication
You're going to let a shrink dictate your life?
well, she is a professional... I just don't know
I recently re-watched it after reading the novel. It's more relevant than ever now, so the ending left me feeling incredibly depressed. But, well you can't be depressed forever.
Sato got a job and he really wasn't all that better off.
Alone, op? But you have the Internet! And you are communicating with other humans here..
You shouldn't be crying. You should feel motivated if anything.
We might not have a Misaki to pull ourselves out of this hole, but we are stronger men, who have each other.
Not OP, but getting a job recently has only made my situation worse, holding in down in hopes things will get better.
Diagnosed MDD and GAD for ~2 years now
>you can't be depressed forever.
Where are you pulling this from? Many people suffer their whole lives, this is not uncommon for serious cases of depression
you know what needs to be done
But seriously psychologists are hacks.
he got a qt and started on the long road to NEET recovery
and I'm Aspbergers and probably a few other things, and I'm a full time student with an okay social life.
Kinda wrong reaction there OP, if anything this anime motivates yo stop slacking around.
>How do you even cope after watching this?
Marathon 5cm/s and Texhnolyze back-to-back.
>but we are stronger men, who have each other.
What the fuck does that even mean, fag?
I know, and thank you for trying to cheer me up. I really do feel thankful, but the situation I'm in now... I just don't know anon, this anime really made me feel miserable
I know, but this is all I have. I just wish I had some connections irl
>psychologists are hacks
So I've heard. But what she said really fucking hit me. I didn't have a reason as to why I was lonely for 4 years, but she gave me one.. I just don't know what to think
>but she gave me one
She gave you an excuse.
>and I'm Aspbergers and probably a few other things, and I'm a full time student with an okay social life.
I never understand this mentality. I'm not making excuses, rather, I make an effort every day to be better. I too am a full time student with a recently acquired part time job. None of this means I am okay.
Comparing your situation to mine and writing either off as insignificant afterwords makes no sense.
I thought you were a NEET.
As long as you're doing something with your life you're on the right track
heh thank you anon, you may be right. Maybe what she said was bullshit, but I still don't know... I may need to think about what she said a little bit
Okay, maybe I should have said, you can't be depressed forever unless you have a clinical case of depression, in which case you should probably get some treatment or something.
>he got a qt
That wasn't because he got a job.
> started on the long road to NEET recovery
He technically already recovered from being a NEET, but otherwise his life remained pretty much the same.
While I might not be the best position to speak, consider taking a retail job that forces you have contact with others.
>muh depression muh lack of social life ah bloo bloo bloo
Get a grip. A lot of people are in the same boat, yet they don't feel the need to whine about it and wallow in self-pity.
my eternal nigga
Even if you do have social anxiety, so what?
>That wasn't because he got a job.
He wouldn't have gotten her if he hadn't started working
>He technically already recovered from being a NEET, but otherwise his life remained pretty much the same.
did you think he'd magically be a well adjusted normalfag instantly?
This anon is right op. I'm going through the same thing.. But i just don't care enough about myself to feel sad about my situation. Does that make sense?
Watch Mind Game
Butt Buddies 4 lyfe.
>but getting a job recently has only made my situation worse
Even though I was a complete leech, I honestly enjoyed being a shut in a lot more than having to wake up and go to the same boring job every day.
that horrible realization that you watched this show back in highschool and your current situation 8 years later as a grown ass man is actually worse than satous
i enjoyed it back then now its just o god what did i do to my life
>Does that make sense?
Everybody reaches that stage of depression eventually.
>He wouldn't have gotten her if he hadn't started working
Bullshit. There's no reason to infer that.
> did you think he'd magically be a well adjusted normalfag instantly?
No, I didn't. But I'm not just saying that getting a job didn't just not change him, it also didn't change anything significant about his life.
Maybe you're right, and yeah that makes sense but... fuck, I need to drink a little more
Hey, At least you don't have fantasies about killing your family members...
Either grow a pair of testicles or put on a skimpy dress like the bitch you are.
I couldn't hurt a fly if I tried. I do have dreams about killing myself, though.
It's funny, I don't even feel depressed in my waking hours. How quaint.
that sounds horrible anon, I have a shitty family too. My parents are ashamed of me and my brother is one those high achievers.
I hope everything goes well for you anon, I really do.
My family isn't shitty. Loving parents and siblings are nice.. But the thought of doing it excites me! Thankfully not in a sexual way.. I havent gone that deep yet. But i can tell these urges are progressively getting worse
I'm sure they'll go away once you graduate high school.
I know that feeling.
> Sister off doing research in the goddamn fucking arctic and getting her PhD while having lively weekly get-togethers with numerous friends.
> I'm failing out of university while doing and wanting nothing but using some token free time to learn moonrunes.
I don't even know what to talk to them about any more, since school is always the first thing to come up.
that's okay anon, don't worry about those urges. No matter how much it excites it you, it's just a fantasy after all. Please be well anon, even you deserve happiness
are you me?
Don't worry anon, everything will be alright, just don't feel too miserable
>being sad because you're different from everyone else
>not accepting it as a bliss
>not taking advantage of the situation
just kill yourself
>How do you even cope after watching this?
I remember that it's way too late to change my hikkiomori ways.
What's your sister's PhD in?