How many of you 3D guys can do 3D but also be a functioning heroin addict? I just cant quit the stuff.
>functioning>addictReally makes me think.For real though, get some professional help.
>>618615>For real though, get some professional help.ive already been to rehab over 5 times
>>618614Its good that you recognize you have an addiction. You should read more about heroin addiction and what it does to people. I can guarantee you will become one of those hero to zero stories if you let the addiction control you.Then take a moment to reflect which path you want to take your life on. The choice you make will define the rest of your life.If you decide to tackle your addiction and get rid of the problem, talk to someone who can help. Even if you're strong willed and independent, the motivation, discipline and expertise that comes from professional cant be understated.Good luck to you heroin bro, hope you pull through.
>>618618> I can guarantee you will become one of those hero to zero stories if you let the addiction control you.I already have nothing. No job, no car, no gf. Just been doing 3D for almost 10 years.
>>618614me, but I'm not on heroine. I'm on methadone for 2 yars now on very low dose, have not rised dose. now I started to lower it I always loved opiates, but I never liked being shut down. so I was always avoiding H because it can drag you down, make you ocially awkward etc.. . I was on bupenorfen from time to time, but avoiding addiction.
>>618621Post some of the stuff you've done? 10 years is quite a bit of experience.
>>618626I'm sure he does not want to post his "stuff" in this thread...
>>618632I had all my stuff on github, I was making game local memory hacks and custom windows overlays recently in c++ but my github account got flagged and taken down from the public you just have to trust me that my work exists
>>618635I have not said that someone should not trust you. you just said that you have H poblems, why would you post your works in same thread where you are saying this.
>>618635and you don't have a local copy of all your repos, you're retarded enough to ``trust'' Github with your life's work, and when they did fuck you over you didn't immediately move to a self-hosted GitLab.Yeah, sure. Whatever your life is, you deserve it at this point.
>>618621>I already have nothing. No job, no car, no gf. Just been doing 3D for almost 10 years.No Job: Doesn't mean you wont find one. Apply the shit out of every relevant opening on all job sites. It doesn't have to be a dream job, you start somewhere and you grow.No car: Public transport and Uber are good enough. Car ownership is glamorized is overrated. Monthly loan payments, insurance, fuel, repairs, servicing, depreciating value, stress of driving. Its a sham.No gf: Get your life in order, focus on being a better person overall, that's more important. If you are not happy while single, adding a partner will not suddenly change your life.Doing 3D for 10 years: Do you not see what a clear advantage you have over most people on this board? Even if your work is not great, you probably have a good understanding of core concepts. If your work is great, post it publicly on behance, instagram, you might land a few gigs. If you are not good at 3d, try for a producer position, studios always need good production guys who has a good rapport with artists.My point is you can turn your life around if you want to. I still think you have a bright future ahead if you work on your heroin problems and stay clean.
>>618614>How many of you 3D guys can do 3D but also be a functioning heroin addictPost work.
>>618640no OP don't post your works here.your works will be branded as Addict's works. many people don't understand this shit and view with very wrong eye.
>>618638If he doesn't have a local copy of his repos, how can he work on them? Are you retarded?
>>618614Try Kurt Cobain's microphone
>>618642Are YOU a retard?Do you NEED all of your work up from the crayon drawings your parents stuck on the refrigerator when you were five years old, right fucking now? Are you working on your childhood crayon drawings as we speak? I bet you fucking are.If he can't produce a copy of his work, he obviously doesn't have either a local copy or a remote copy.Read a fucking book, nigger.
>>619629>If he can't produce a copy of his work, he obviously doesn't have either a local copy or a remote copy.if my reading is correct, he said that he has stuff, but its no longer public, on github, not that he has nothing at all