I have been thinking of upgrading my subscription to cg cookie..16 brit pounds a month doesnt seem so bad..the problem is I am a lazy bastard with mental health issues, my blender/art learning so far stops and starts between bursts of energy and stops when I have my 'episodes'...I have managed to learn a fair bit so far but I don't want to waste cash because I am too headfucked to actually commit to anything...pic unrelated but have a skull...
Well, for starters, maybe you should stop saying you have mental issues. Maybe recognize you are just lazy and have everything at your disposal to learn, but you're ok, just do the work. There's NOTHING special about the succesful artists you admire, and there's nothing wrong with you. That's what I did and trust me I've been depressed and was fucking up my own future. Start doing things and the motivation will follow, not the other way around. Go to /adv/. Etc, etc.
>>589171ThisDon't make excuses. Everyone has 'mental issues'.
