I WILL NEVER GIT GUD
Yes you will, you just got to WORK FOR ITWHAT ARE YOU DOING, YOU COULD BE GETTING BETTER RIGHT NOW, JUST DO ITSTOP PITYING YOURSELF AND JUST DO ITFUCK
Don't worry, even if you got gud, you'd still be poor.
Just abandon 3d.
I don't know why I bother. Kids right outta college drawing since the age of 5 have such an advantage we can;t even compete.